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Grief
04:01
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Alone I stand above your grave
Fall flat on my face and scream
If god didn't save you
Then god won't save me
Everywhere I look I see your face
This should have never fucking happened in the first place
Nobody knows how far
I would've gone to
Take your place
The night that you went home
Though it goes against everything I know
I hope to see you on the other side
I've lost my faith
I'm not alright
With your ghost on a carousel
Twisting my mind
A tormented soul
Chilled to the bone
If they would've known the outcome
They would've kept you close
Nobody knows how far
I would've gone to
Take your place
The night that you went home
Though it goes against everything I know
I hope to see you on the other side
Take my life
Take my soul
Now that you're gone
I can never be made whole
I want to know if there's a reason
Or if it all comes down to fate
Searching through your room and finding no answers
Without a single thing to help carry this weight
Nobody knows how far
I would've gone to
Take your place
The night that you went home
Though it goes against everything I know
I hope to see you on the other side
Take my life
Take my soul
Now that you're gone
I can never be made whole
And though it goes against everything I know
I hope to see you in a different life
I took my time, like you took yours
You left the earth, broken and cold
No one will understand
That you had to be free
You had to be free
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2. |
Lung Butter
03:01
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You're ruining yourself
Xenophobic and shallow
Oppressing the ones
You know are vulnerable
You're toxic
And you know it as well
You just spit your venom
While the world needs your help
I refuse to be like you
I refuse to follow you down this
Perpetual hole to dystopia
Plagued with ignorance
And paranoia
You're afraid of anything you don't know
You're afraid of change and it shows
You're afraid of anything you don't know
You're afraid of change and it shows
You're ruining yourself
Xenophobic and shallow
Oppressing the ones
You know are vulnerable
You're toxic
And you know it as well
You just spit your venom
While the world needs your help
The world needs your help
The world will drag you to hell
I refuse to be like you
I refuse to follow you down this
Perpetual hole to dystopia
Plagued with ignorance
And paranoia
I refuse to be like you
I refuse to follow you down this
Perpetual hole to dystopia
Plagued with ignorance
And paranoia
Your poisoned endeavors
Those hateful words that you spew
Your influence is uncommon-sense
Its what I see, it's my point of view
You're ruining yourself
Xenophobic and shallow
Oppressing the ones
You know are vulnerable
You're toxic
And you know it as well
You just spit your venom
While the world needs your help
The world will drag you to hell
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3. |
Triggered
03:39
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I could never understand
How anyone could be as cruel
To take the interest of someone else
And mark them a fool
I've learned first hand
If you love it
Then choose it
And keep it in tact
Someone will always have something to say
The second you turn your back
It's not hard
To miss what you were aiming for
It's not hard
To forget yourself in it all
When you're accustomed to believing
That pretending will make everything alright
I'm forever on the upswing
Of a nervous breakdown
And I don't care if you can tell anymore
I'd lay down
My insecurities in front of you
Just to show
That I don't feel the need to be superior
Say what you mean in the open
Or go back to hiding alone
You're needless attacks
Aren't as big as your head is
While fighting battles in the safety of your own home
In this life you only get what you fight for, for real
So get the fuck off the internet
And tell me how you really feel
You came in toxic like a disease
Trying to kill my hopes, my dreams
Bitter and undeserving of the things you've been given
You don't see it
Your faith is your prison
It's not hard
To miss what you were aiming for
It's not hard
To forget yourself in it all
When you're accustomed to believing
That pretending will make everything alright
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4. |
The Mark You Left On Me
03:02
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It's almost been 4 years
And there's nothing I can do
I can't get past this fear
Of finally reaching out to you
Its almost been 4 years
I don't remember talking since then
So much time has passed
I'm afraid I'll never hear your voice again
I'll scream just loud enough
In hopes that you'll hear me out
Without having you around
I've had to face myself
And I know I've said I'm sorry
But this time I fucking mean it
I had my entire life
I just wanted to do things right
But when your eyes are fixed on the mirror
It's funny how quickly you lose your sight
I threw away the only person
Who loved me for me
And it's clear to see
No one will ever make me smile like you did
I took your heart
And I ran away
And nothing you could've done
would've made me stay
I'll never stop hating myself
For making such a selfish mistake
I never knew that 4 years later
It would be my heart that breaks
(It's my heart that breaks)
I'll scream just loud enough
In hopes that you'll hear me out
Without having you around
I've had to face myself
And I know I've said I'm sorry
But this time I fucking mean it
I never deserved you
I'll never replace you
For my whole fucking life
I never deserved you
I'll never replace you
For my whole fucking life
I never deserved you
I'll never replace you
I'll never unlearn you
I'll never erase you
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5. |
Cringe
04:21
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Your malice
Your terror
Inflicted on the weak
Of which I cannot speak
I'll take my version of me
And one that's happy
I'll do my best to make them relate
And if you never find out my reasons
It's cause I'll never accept my fate
I'll take my version of me
And one that's happy
I'll do my best to make them relate
And if you never find out my reasons
It's cause I'll never accept my fate
I've no pity
Let the maggots take you
I've no wounds to show
But deep down I'll always know
You fucking coward
Taker of innocence
You fucking monster
There's no forgiving this
I'll take my version of me
And one that's happy
I'll do my best to make them relate
And if you never find out my reasons
It's cause I'll never accept my fate
I'll take my version of me
And one that's happy
I'll do my best to make them relate
And if you never find out my reasons
It's cause I'll never accept my fate
I won't accept my fate
No I won't accept fate
I hope there's hell below
So I can watch them cook you slow
What I'd give to see
The devil twisting your bones
As the splinters rupture your skin
And the consequence of your sin sinks in
I'll take my version of me
And one that's happy
I'll do my best to make them relate
And if you never find out my reasons
It's cause I'll never accept my fate
I'll take my version of me
And one that's happy
I'll do my best to make them relate
And if you never find out my reasons
It's cause I'll never accept my fate
I don't want to live in a world
Where you can find death before justice
And I don't want this pain you left me
To show on anyone else
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